Filled Full!

Now, don’t judge…

…but the last couple of days, I have been reading a children’s Bible. The Jesus Storybook Bible Every Story Whispers His Name by Sally Lloyd-Jones. I have been going through this dry-spell of not wanting to read and study my Bible. Okay, it’s probably been longer than a spell. More like a season. Or an era. Semantics, really. So, I thought getting a different “take” on the Bible might help reignite my interest in God’s Word. Wow, just typing that brings to life how pathetic it is. Not being interested in God’s Words? Sheesh. But it’s my reality. And I’m sure it’s not just me… probably most, if not all followers of Christ, have found themselves stranded in a wasteland of spiritual apathy.

So, back to my attempt for revitalization. I love this children’s Bible… it’s written from a reformed perspective… and acknowledges that Jesus is found on every page of the Bible… from Genesis to maps… He is there! “Jesus said, ‘I am the Beginning and the Ending.’ ” Rev 22:13 (paraphrase) What a great thing for kids to learn! Wait, what a great thing for ME to learn!

Anyway, I found myself reading one of my favorite passages, “Feeding the 5,000” found in Matthew 14, Mark 6 & Luke 9. Below is the excerpt from the Jesus Storybook Bible.


There were once 5,000 tired and hungry (and probably very grumpy) people sitting on a hillside wanting their dinner.

They’d come to hear Jesus that day. They came before breakfast, stayed all morning, all afternoon, and way past dinner. No one had meant to be out that long but that’s how it was, listening to Jesus – as if time didn’t exist.

People could listen to Jesus for hours, and on this particular day, that’s just what they did.

But they hadn’t brought enough food, and they couldn’t just go and buy themselves burger and fries ‘to go’ because, of course, they were in the middle of nowhere with no shops or restaurants. (Besides, that kind of food wasn’t invented yet.)

What would they do?

Jesus’ friends had an idea. “Let’s send everyone home for dinner.”

“They don’t need to go,” Jesus said. “You can give them something to eat.”

Did Jesus want them to travel all the way to town and buy food for everyone? Jesus’ friends panicked. “But we don’t have enough money!”

“What food do you have?” Jesus asked. “Go and see.”

Now, there was a little boy in the crowd. He had brought a lunch that his mother had made for him that morning. He looked at his five loaves and two fish. It wasn’t much – not nearly enough for 5,000 – but it was all he had.

“I have some,” he said.

Jesus’ friends laughed when they saw his little lunch. “That’s not nearly enough!” they said. But they were wrong. Jesus knew it didn’t matter how much the little boy had. God would make it enough, more than enough.

Jesus said, “Bring me what you have.” And so the little boy gave Jesus his lunch. Jesus winked at the little boy and whispered in his ear, “Watch!”

“How in the world will Jesus feed everyone with just that?” Jesus’ friends said, because they thought it was impossible.

But Jesus knew the One who made all the fish in the oceans. And Jesus knew the One who in the very beginning had made everything out of nothing. How hard would something like this be for Someone like that?

Jesus took the little boy’s lunch, looked up to heaven, and thanked his Father. Then Jesus gave the little lunch back to his friends.

As Jesus’ friends started to hand out the food, do you know what? It was the strangest thing, no matter how much they broke off – there was always more. And more. And more. Enough for 5,000! Everyone ate as much as they wanted – seconds, thirds, even fourths – until they were full. And still there were leftovers.

Well, Jesus did many miracles like this. Things people thought couldn’t happen, that weren’t natural.

But it was the most natural thing in the world. It’s what God had been doing from the very beginning, of course. Taking nothing and making it everything. Taking emptiness and filling it up. Taking the darkness and making it light.

What a beautiful picture of God’s character! God has manifested this story in my life time and time again… taking nothing and making it something. Sometimes it’s financial needs. Sometimes it’s relationships. Sometimes it’s simply my character. Miracles. That’s all they can be. So… why the vacation in Wasteland, USA? Probably because I am human (darn it!) and my flesh creeps in and I get busy trying to be the one who makes all the nothings into somethings. But really, I end up with a bunch of oddly shaped little nothings… sigh.

Does this story speak to you? Any particular phrase? I, personally, keep repeating, “Taking emptiness and filling it up”. Taking emptiness and filling it up“. I like the sound of that. Empty to Full. Whether it’s my gas tank, my bank account, my tummy or my heart…
I like the sound of Empty to Full.

Share your thoughts…


6 thoughts on “Filled Full!

  1. “Jesus knew the One who in the very beginning had made everything out of nothing. How hard would something like this be for Someone like that?”Such a good reminder that we SHOULD believe in miracles – we have every reason to. I have some friends in Seattle who are in desperate need of a miracle right now, and this was exactly what I needed to read tonight.

  2. “Taking darkness and making it light.” I’m so grateful for this miracle that continues to be unfolding around us…night to day, confusion to clarity, hate to love, etc. And why not read a child’s Bible…we probably all should once in awhile…He does call us his children and we do call Him Abba. Great idea…lovely post.

  3. Ah!! Tears in my eyes!!So, what hit me? When Jesus says, “Watch!”. I know, random. BUT, I keep seeing everything through the eyes of raising support anymore (I hate that…and I love that :)). And I felt like He was saying to me, directly to ME, “Rebs! *he winks at me* Watch!!” And just watching so many people pray about possibly supporting me, and then some of them who really have very little money, but take that huge step of faith to say, “Yes, I feel God is asking me to step out and support you…” is just awesome and humbling. Wow. Ok, I’ll stop now. 🙂

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